sometimes life sucks big time on this emotional roller coaster. i had to 'twist the arm' of my pcp's nurse for an appt. to go over my mri results. arthritis and 'possible' impingement in my spine is the report. but what the hell does that mean. monday, i see my pcp. i NEED options.
i am growing weary of all this waiting. the pain is intense, and the answers are nebulous. yes, today is a discouraging day.... not to mention that i found a dent in my new car. what asshole would not leave a note?????
i cannot deal with this back pain much longer. there has to be answers, even if it means surgery. what is life if there is not quality of life.
i am a fighter. i have worked thru a lot of challenges. right now, i am stymied; i am counting on doctors' recommendations for options. for the first time, i am ok with surgery if it will relieve this back pain.
i miss cooking. it just hurts too much to chop, cut, mix, etc. i just cant have that passion taking away from me.
some days are better than others.... this is not a good one. fur shur.
Thanks honey for telling it like it is today. I love you.
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